The love of my life.

Had a super mini celebration w girlfriends and we ate at timbre. and it was freaking awesome..

I LOVE YOU GUYSSSS. :>

Hopefully everybody enjoyed themselves okiee <3<3

And to you. The love of my life. Thanks for always being there for me. And yeah i wannna wannna hug you like the lilo hugged the stitch. I  love you. Thanks for making it such a memorable day. YOU know it. Thank you. <3

IM AWESOME

YOURE DAMN FUCKING GOOD. HHE LIKE SO CUTE PLUS CAN PITCH TILL PPL CAN'T HIT SO ALL YOU NEED TO DO IS TO JUST PITCH THE BALL INTO YOUR CATCHERS GLOVE AND THAT'S IT IF NOT EVERYBODY WILL BE ANGRY AND THEY WILL SAY YOU'RE USELESS N YOU KNOW YOU'RE NOT USELESS SO PROVE THEM WRONG YOU CAN DO THIS KMS ONE MORE MONTH LET'S GO LET'S GO JIAYOU JIAYOU

I&apos;m doomed

I'm feeling like shit whenever I think of softball. Never felt so tired playing softball in my life before. It's draining me. I am so drained from all this shit. Why am I becoming like this 8/ it's really not okay. I repeat NOT OKAY.

How to get back to the awesome me again? How to get back to the pitcher who always have super awesome confidence whenever she step on the pitcher plate.

How to play seagames in this state. I don't want to hai my team to lose. I want to play too but I rather be benched than to play cos i know I'm not up to the standard.

Now I can't even pitch a bloody straight ball. I think my ball is slower than secondary sch kid. I feel like a loser. A ultimate fucking bloody loser.

Nobody is able to save me from this DOWN HILL. I dk how to pick myself up anymore. I feel like giving up. Really on the urge to. :-(